Today, like many days I spent nearly an hour today being with another side of me. This is the side of me that lives ‘in the grief’ of the loss of my maternal grandmother.
When I am this Janhvi, I cry my heart and throat out for as long as it takes me to stop being irrational and too emotional. When I am being irrational, I can be heard saying things like, “I want her to return. Nanima please return” etc. I will wail continuously and cry A LOT.
I know, I know, it doesn’t make sense, she passed away in June 2010. But this is something that still hurts me the most.
Take care everyone.
P.S. Ending with something that made my mood get back on track for normalcy again.